Yesterday I thought it was Wednesday but it felt like Thursday. I can't remember the last time a week dragged on so much and I was looking so forward to a weekend. The next two days I am scheduled to work 12-10:30. That 10:30 is used very loosely. It may not be til 11 or 12 when I actually get off. And then Friday I am working 8-4. I am then driving an hour and a half to Cedar Hill. I have so many things that I want to do when I get there but most likely a lot of our time will be spent on the couch watching tv.
For the first time in our relationship, I am okay with that. I am beginning to realize that my favorite time spent with Tyler is driving around Dallas getting lost or sitting on the couch doing nothing. Being close to him is all I long for at the end of the day. But I only get that once a month for a little over 24 hours most times. I miss holding his hand and getting big hugs from him. I can't believe I'm admitting this but I even miss when he picks me up and throws me around like I'm his rag doll. The boy is twice my size!
All I know is Friday can't get here any sooner. This week can't drag on any longer. And I've never wanted a hug so bad in my life. I never thought this was going to be easy, even for a second, but I also never thought that I could miss someone's dirty, stinky, one-bedroom ghetto apartment so much. Or even that disgusting couch that smelt like death and the springs came through. Or cooking dinner together and making deals on who had to clean the kitchen afterwards. But I do. The thing that gets me through it, is the thought of one day being back together and not having to worry about those two previous disgusting items. We will have much nicer things. :)
Be blessed. And may your week go by quicker and more swiftly than mine seems to be.
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