"So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one"
I couldn't have said it better! This is mine and Tyler's song. It's so cliche, but sadly I am an extremely cliche person. I don't mind, but most people do. Like I care. haha
I miss Tyler, but I know all of this is just God testing us. God is an amazing tester. He is constantly testing me, Tyler, our relationship, even you. I am honestly thankful He loves to test us so much. I helps me realize that God will never put me in a situation that I can't handle and that I am never alone. He is always beside me. And if He isn't beside me, He is holding me up. God is awesome and mighty. He is what every father should aspire to be. Always there for all of His children, unconditionally loving them, teaching them lessons, and healing them.
I found a quote on www.quotegarden.com earlier that I felt really applies to mine and Tyler's relationship at this moment:
Sometimes it is the person closest to us who must travel the furthest distance to be our friend. ~Robert Brault
Tyler is the person closest and dearest to my heart. He now lives 2 hours away from me now. I don't mind the drive, but I mind the wait. I am the person that the whole way to go see I am in the car speeding as fast as I can down the highway, singing at the top of my lungs, and have the biggest smile on my face. I take my last exit and I am literally jumping up and down in my seat. I get nervous, start sweating, my smile gets bigger, and my singing gets louder. The people of Irving, Texas probably think I am a FREAK. I just love my boyfriend. He means the world to me. This separation is sure to be difficult, but the day we are living in the same city again...that's when it will all be worth it.
I am trusting in God that my life continues to be full of happiness and joy. I pray that it is with Tyler, too, but I know God has plans bigger than me, Tyler, and you. Like I said God is MIGHTY!
May God bless your life abundantly like He has for me!
:)
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